Happy Halloween!!

How freaky Are You??

I normally don't do these but I thought this one was fun.
Anyone else care to share how freaky they are?
Copy this entire list into your blog BOLD everything about you that is true.
Leave plain anything that is false about you.
Put an asterisk (*) at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.
Here goes...
I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
I have blindfolded someone else during sex.
I have had sex while watching porn.
I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet.
I sleep better after sex.
There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.
The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex.
I have masturbated for someone over a web cam.
I have had sex over a web cam.
I have been tied up during sex.
I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.
I have had a lover drip wax onto my body.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a leather fetish.
I have a tickle fetish.
I like being choked during sex.
I have had sex in a burning building.
I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
I enjoy nudie magazines.
Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
I think PLAYBOY is tame, maybe even boring.
I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn video.
I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.
I would participate in sex research given the opportunity.
My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.
I currently have a "crush" on someone of the same sex.
I have had sex at my place of employment.*
I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me.
I have had sex under water.
I have had sex in the snow.
I have to have music playing while having sex.
I have had more than ten orgasms in one night.
I have flashed strangers.
I have given sex as a gift.
I have set-up a three-way for my lover.
I stopped during this list to have sex.

How many crazy thoughts out there?

Every Girls Dream

1. Get kissed in the rain*
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall*
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world*
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs*
5. Have a guy that whispers he loves you in your ear*
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes*
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away*
8. When you're not with him, he's all that you can think about*
9. Wearing his jacket and his scent surrounding you*
10. A guy who will watch any movies with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.*
11. A guy who squeezes your hand*
12. A guy that says he loves you and MEANS IT*
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window*
14. A guy who is loyal*
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it*
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead*
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable.... not hott, fine, or sexy*
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look*
19. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile*
20. A guy that is the same when he is with you and with his friends*
21. A guy that tells you everything honestly*
22. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family*
23. A guy that will always let you win*
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against*
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say hi and see how your day has been*
26. A guy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better*
27. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when your sad, even if your quiet*
28. A guy who you can hangout and have fun with*
29. A guy who'd just randomly call her for no reason at all, just because he missed her*
30. A guy who treats you the same, whether your by yourself or around his friends *
31. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life*
32. A guy who would love me forever no matter the circumstance*
33. A guy who wouldn't mind me wanting to get all dressed up and do my makeup for him even if he says he likes me better without makeup*
34. A guy who will never be embarrased of his girlfriend when hes with his friends*
35. A guy you can BE YOURSELF with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.*
36. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away

~ Attitude ~

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill.
It will make or break a company ... a church ... a home.
The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ... we are in charge of our Attitudes."
~ Attitude by Charles Swindoll

Making Memories! 

Crazy Girls!! 

Big Hug! 

Apples, pumpkins, and Kettle corn -

Well Sunday Dan and I took Keira up to Greenbluff at Walter's ranch. Keira rode a pony, had a caramel apple, Kettle corn and a tractor ride. Keira loved it. Especially the tractor ride, and the apples everywhere. It was wonderful to see her amazement in everything. She wanted to take a bite out of every apple. It was cute to watch her.
Dan and I had a wonderful time. His family had met up with us there, which I must say, a wonderful family. And a very loving family, and also very kind to Keira and myself.
So after a couple hours, we headed back into town to meet up with Todd and Harmony for dinner. Todd and Harmony are childhood friends of Dan's. Harmony is due to have a baby in March. We had a great time,and Keira and I were able to get to know some very close friends of his. I caught myself staring at Dan as he was helping Keira color on some paper.
Ok, I am going to say it - I am in love, 100%!!!!!!

Now let me remind you, we have been dating almost 6 months. And so far it has been fantastic!
He loves to go mountain biking, camping, basically any outdoor activities. I am the same way. Nothing is more frustrating then being with someone who doesn't want to live life. Scott never wanted to do any fun activities like that. Or even going to Greenbluff. Scott never wanted to do anything like that on a weekend. The weekends were for partying.
Scott is going to experience the familiar song, "Cat's in the Cradle" with Keira. It is sad to think, but it is true. All I can do is make life what it is suppose to be for her. Love, family, and great experiences in every direction.
Just to experience the smile that it brings to Keira's face when these kind of memories are being made, is more then any feeling I have ever felt. I have grown up quite a bit in the last 3-4 years since the birth of my little girl. Life is short, live each moment the best you can.
And Dan feels the same, he is not the type to sit around on a couch all day. He wants to do something all the time.
So back to Dan....
He has a great job, his own house, no children, never been married.
I very excited about this relationship. It could be exactly what I have been waiting for, for so many years. Finally!!!!

The weekend is here!

We are finally having a decent weather weekend here. It's turtleneck, open the windows, drink warm cider on the back stoop kind of weather. I love it. I love wearing layers. I love sleeping with blankets and waking up in a cold room. There is nothing like cuddling in bed with my suede down comforter on a Saturday morning and watching my little girl walk in the room with her footy jammas saying "Good Morning momma."
I love fresh apples, fresh apple juice, apple cobbler, and pumpkin bread. I love the smell of autumn, especially when the leaves turn a deep color and as I walk they crunch under my feet. I love seeing pumkins and cornstalks on everyone's porch. It is the time of the year when you reflect when you were a kid. It was chilly out, but you didn't care! You still wore three layers to keep warm, just so you could play outside and jump into that pile of leaves that mom and dad had just put together in a pile. Or go and meet your friends for a little two-touch football.
For some reason most of my childhood memories are around the autumn season. So I plan to do the same for my little girl.
Dan and I plan to take Keira to Greenbluff on Sunday ... and buy fresh cider ... buy a pumpkin or two... and just do the simple things that bring such a smile to my little girl.

Smile!! 

The group, missing one taking the pic! 

We had a girl's campout on October 1st. Here are a couple pics I thought I would share.