Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Hmmm, interesting - doesn't sound too bad!




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Monday, November 28, 2005

Girls Night!

Well after the dreadful phonecall to Dan Saturday afternoon, yes, I did it by phone. I didn't want to have him drive all the way to my house to find out that I was breaking up with him. No thanks, the phone was the best scenerio for this case.
So this is a perfect day for a women, well besides breaking it off with Dan. Took Keira to her daddy's house, headed to the gym, worked out for a hour and 1/2. Weighed myself to find out I had lost a pound since wednesday. Huh. Well that is cool. Then headed to my favorite store, Ross. Found two very cute skirts to wear to the holiday party, very excited about that. Came home and made lunch, went to lay down for a nap, and well lets just say I gave myself some extra treatment, got a hour nap in and got up and got ready and my girlfriend Nicole was at the door just in time. We were excited to get out and have some drinks. It had been a long time for both of us. Now that is a day!
So, I started getting ready for a girls night. And I couldn't of asked for a better time. Besides my girlfriends, Jeannie and Christina couldn't make it out. But I will snag them next time. Ended up 9 girls all dancing the night away. It was a blast. I so needed this. The support from these girls were amazing. They throw all sides of this at me, and I realized that it was the right thing to do. And everyone got along awesome. 3 different groups of friends I just called and invited out, and it worked.

So I did it.

Well I broke up with Dan. I feel horrible about it, and I know I hurt him. But I needed to do this. Something just didn't feel right. I can't be in a so-so relationship. I know there is better out there. I do also believe that everything happens for a reason.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

The boys and the bunny!

Yes, those are fake boobs!

Halloween Pics

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

What to do ??

Ok, so I am with a guy that is nice, goodlooking, good job, and all that jazz. But I have lost interest in him. Things just don't feel right. It frustrates me.
I know in my heart there is someone out there that who will make my heart go crazy.

Why can't you feel for someone like what you felt with your first love??

I have lost desire for Dan. He is boring, and if you knew me, you would know that I am a very emotional person. I like to know that the one I am with is crazy about me. Little emails, whispers, you know, constant feelings expressed. Now I realize that some men are not like that.

But that is what I like. I want to know that the one I am with has made me a priority like I have done for him. I treat the one I am with like there will be no tomorrow. I need that also. Dan is just not doing it for me. But how do I break his heart. That is something that I am not good at. It has been 3 weeks, and I thought this feeling would pass, but it has not. I want no christmas gifts from him, I will not except them.

I must do it soon.

Where is the one person that has everything I need emotionally, physically, and mentally? I have a lot to offer that man. We will see. I guess.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

What type of drink am I?

You Are an Appletini

Most of the time, you're a typical party girl / guy.
But when you get super sauced, you really up your sex appeal.

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