Kiss Me

Kiss me slowly.
Kiss me hard.
Kiss me passionately.
Kiss me while we dance.
Kiss me with your eyes open.
Kiss me softly.
Kiss me on my tummy.
Kiss me in the morning.
Kiss me in the rain.
Kiss me on my neck.
Kiss me when I am angry.
Kiss me because you want to.
Kiss me while you bite my lip.
Kiss me in the shower.
Kiss me in the middle of the night.

Just Kiss Me

What I am missing ~

Ok, well blue eyes is gone, and it has been a month or so since. I am afraid that the age and having a child did have an effect on him. Which I was ready to deal with. But oh well there are plenty fish in the sea, right?

I love the girl time I have been able to do in the last year, don't get me wrong.

But there are just a couple of things that I am missing ~

I miss the touch of the early morning snuggle
I miss the kiss on the forehead
I miss the occasional text message of "goodnight sweetheart"
I miss cooking for someone
I miss the butterflies in my stomach
I miss the opening of the car door for me
I miss late night movies hanging out on the couch with a blanket

ok.... well that is just the start.... But I am ok.... I think. .....

What is love.........

"Love is the passionate and lasting desire of two Souls to come together to create positive conditions in which each can Be. Love is the rain and the sunshine that the couple can learn, grow, and prosper within. Love is the condition that helps both to be more then that which each person was separately, and helps them both to achieve much more then when they have alone. Love is the development of power, love, and support of both partners so that they can better create what they want in life. Love gives each of them the possibility to know their true nature as Soul."

Sky Blue Eyes

When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones. Because you can never really know. Some people are settling down, some are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less. Than butterflies...

So... I have met someone. His name is Greg. I just met him on Saturday. Now, what takes me back about this is he is 23. I am almost turning 30 in April and I have never dated a younger man. He is quite handsome, sky blue eyes, dark hair, and not a bad job. He works for a cable company hired by comcast. Well, this was the way we met, which makes me giggle. I had my comcast internet hooked up on saturday afternoon. Well, as fate has it, god made it so I would have a nice handsome gentleman to do it for me. Now, now, I was professional and reserved don't get me wrong. And thankfully I was fully showered, hair done, and dressed.
Now my real name is Eleanore. And as soon as I opened the door, he asks are you Eleanore? And I said yes and noticed, "Oh, cool, a cute one to hook up my cable!"
We instantly were chatting. We spoke about, high schools, pizza, etc. I asked when he graduated and he said 2000. OMG. Well I had thought he was the same age as me. Funny how the world works. For some reason as I keep getting older, I think alot of the people who are around me are the same age or pretty close. Well as he left he turned around and said that he would really like to take me out sometime. I was flattered of course. I figured what the heck, he seemed very sincere and genuine. One of those guys, that you just knew he didn't do this all the time -you know, asking girls out. Well it worked out great and we met up later that night. We had a great time and lots of good talk. Found out alot about him, family, work, etc. And as he did about me.
What is funny is he mentioned that he had no idea what to expect with a name of Eleanore. I asked if he thought I was going to be a 80 year old women who he was going to have show everything to?? He just smiled, and then we both laughed!!
So we will see where this goes. I am not sure what I am exactly looking for right now, but I am sure going to have fun till I get there.